feu.
The smoke doesn’t choke me anymore. I took the hell you made for me and made it home…
The smoke doesn’t choke me anymore. I took the hell you made for me and made it home…
Maryn concentrated on the feeling of his touch, the cool sensation that passed over her skin…
I wanted to plug my ears. I wanted to run away. I wanted the floor to open up and swallow me…
I can’t do this. I can’t parent without him. I can’t hold this family together. I am failing them. I am failing everyone.
Some catalyst would send my heart racing, my lungs suddenly too large for my rib cage. Mouth glued to a vaporizer…
The man lying on the hospital bed knows that he is dying. Beside him, the heart monitor stutters, falters, returns to a steady pace once more, each time the rhythm slower.
I long for that boring state of alignment that I can rely on sharing with those around me…
My friends detonate their truth bombs right in my face.
Not meant for fingers or your branding pain, my skin turned inward that day…